This week I have been stuck at home (Shaun's car is in the shop and since he has a job he used mine)... and I'll tell you what... I AM BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!! I sit at home and feel sorry for myself, borderline depression and all I am trying to smile.. but it's not easy. I realized today that it has been an entire month since we've even had a showing and I'm starting to really feel like our house with never sell. This of course makes it hard to want to keep it clean and keep it in perfect showing condition... let alone go ahead and spend time and money fixing up the landscaping, etc.
But that's not all... I also get down about not being able to find a job... I really honestly believe I am a catch... I just don't think anyone else knows that. I know this feeling will pass.. the feeling that I am stuck, not just in the house, but in life.... I'm just not sure when.
I am lucky since I have a loving family... both in my house and extended... and they will remind me that I am wonderful... but until then... I am going to have a few days where I just feel sorry for myself.
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